I'll Write Anyway

This concert was amazing. Their story is inspiring, and there's a certain energy behind acapella music that is unlike any other. Here's one of my favorites of theirs: 
Lately I've been working on getting my real estate license and it's been beyond busy! Real estate classes are about as exciting as they sound.. But I'm working as a real estate assistant to my aunt who is one of the top realtors in SLC, and it's been the best! I love my job and everything I'm learning. I love living in SLC. I love the new direction my life has taken. 

I haven't updated a lot recently, part of my hesitancy has to do with how much I care about the judgement of other people. 

Before recently, I've always been a people pleaser. I would be terrified of offending someone or worry that I was always the primary cause of an outcome. It's the quickest most efficient way to never actually get anywhere productive. The crazy thing is, those that I've been worried about what they think (mostly people from my past) are ones that are fully committed to misunderstanding everything I have said and done. So it's a major waste of time either way. 

All that really matters is how I treat those around me. Especially  because part of being human and having our own unique viewpoints means also being deslusional to a certain extent. And if I've learned anything in the past few years, it's that the ones who are most delusional are the ones least likely to admit they are. 

In other words, I'll be keeping this updated more consistently! It's for my own sake really. I have this weird vision of my future kids being able to have access to all my life stories in one spot. Even though most are void of details, that's where they can come ask and maybe, with the help of my personal journal, I can fill them in. 

Every part (well, mostly). Because it has all made me who I am today. And I can't change any of it, but I can build off of it. And someday they might learn something from my journey. And maybe it will encourage them to write their own stories. 

I sure hope so.